rener

レン♛, イラストレーター. Likes to talk fashion and take photos. Prone to insomnia.

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It’s been a really awful, er, weird 7 days. Or maybe longer.

My 2010 thus far has been as weird and unpredictable as the weather as of late — a mixture of great news piled in with a shit ton of bad news. It’s incredibly tiring to keep up with it, but I’d much rather burn out this way. It keeps me sane by keeping me insane.

At the end of every class, I’ve been going to happy hour by campus since alcohol somehow reenergizes me. On every day that bad news hit, I would sit down, order my drink, and just wish I had a buddy to sit there and pound drinks with. I’m not much of a social beast, and I like to think I handle my bad news bears pretty well, but the difference in knowing a friend is there to hear you out and just listen, not judge… well, that’s all the difference in the world.

Even so, on every day that good news hit, I still wanted someone there. Celebrating by oneself is a lonely little affair.

For every day that just isn’t so great, I listen to the song up above and apply it to myself. Without a song or a dance what are we? Thank you for the music.

The good news out of all of this is that my alcohol tolerance is incredibly high right now, at least.